deleting
i made a new one to get rid of old problems that have since been resolved. :)
http://justyouandthepen.tumblr.com/
that’s my new one if you’d like to follow again. :)
just stopping by to say hi (:
sorry i’m not really on anymore.
its a whole new outlook on life for me.
and i’d just like to remind you all that you’re special
and wonderful,
and beautiful,
and PERFECT.
just the way you are.
fuck the people who think differently.
there’s only one you, be proud of it. (:
just stoppin in
to see if i have anything new.
nope.
goodbye.
So Awful
sitting here talking to my friend who’s upset because his ex gf got drunk and stuff. there’s a story behind his reasoning for being upset.
and what do i think to myself?
speaking of which, i could go for a drink right about now.
and the terrible person award goes to….
so alex calls me.
and what does he say?
“hey brittany, if you ever want to commit suicide, call me, and i’ll bring the gun, and we can put our heads together and do it with one bullet.”
yay.
strategizing. >.>
i feel like.
i should make a new tumblr.
and not use my obvious url that i use for EVERYTHING.
because it seems like.
i can’t be myself on here anymore.
i can’t say what i’m really feeling.
because i just feel it in my bones
that everything i say goes to him.
and its like.
hey!
i’m going to take this only thing you have to be okay on,
and to say what you need to say,
and to feel something, anything at all.
and take it away.
don’t bottle it all up bitch,
it could kill you.
yes.
sounds right.
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I haven’t done that in so long…
you’re probably expecting some mushy story about what i did today.
and who i was with.
and how happy i was.
fact of the matter is that i woke up miserable this morning.
i don’t want anything to do with anything.
every bone in my body hurts.
i have a terrible headache.
and if i see another piece of chocolate i’m going to puke,
which may have been my intent earlier, but is no longer.
this ring is too big for me.
my walls are covered in shitty photos.
i’m probably not going to school tomorrow because i don’t want to see anyone’s face.
i’m just miserable today.
and i’m going to be miserable for at least the rest of the week.
and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
so i’m ready.
tomorrow’s valentines day.
i’m going to buy a cheap box of chocolate.
maybe some red tulips (just to make me smile.)
today i bought some Nicholas Sparks and Poe.
so.
i’m ready to face valentine’s day.
bring it on.